My Conclusion for 2012

At the end of 2011, I've decided to write a post and dedicate it to every single one who had walked into and out of my life.

I shall not disclose names, I'll simply do a simple yet comprehensive conclusion about all of them.

All of you,
Came to me due to certain reasons, certain coincidences, certain situations, certain times.
Some of you,
Left me due to certain reasons, certain coincidences, certain situations, certain times.
All of you,
Came and went so easily,
But each and everyone of you,
Left a certain marks in my life,
Which I can never deny and abandon.

Some of you,
I regret not knowing you more.
Some of you,
I regret knowing too much.

But all of you,
I had never once regret meeting you in this life time,
Because all of you are the one who help mould me the person that I am today.

I am stronger today,
Older,
Supposedly wiser,
All because of all of you.

And thus,
I appreciate every single one of you,
Though some may have hurt me,
May have let me cry,
I say here today,
I forgive every single one of you.

In this new year of 2012,
Let us all start over with a brand new page.
Wishing you all a very happy and smooth-sailing new year.

Memories

Life has been going on as usual, nothing really happened and every single day is filled with boredom. Every single day I'm hoping for some changes, but every single day is a disappointment. Sometimes I wonder, why did I even bother to take up government scholarship at the first place. At first I thought that it would be a very easy thing - with the least money spent, I can finish my degree in university can get a secured job, no payment needed. But when I'm already half way towards that, THIS have to happened. Months and months of waiting without any notice from the government, and my heart is getting colder by days.

If only I did not take the offer, I would have been working by now, earning money that I'm supposed to earn, shouldering responsibilities that I should have take.

But now everything is on hold, just because of the others. And I can't do a freaking thing about it.

How I wish I could turn back time and undo what I've done.

Or at least, let me go back to my happiest moment, when I have no worries or unnecessary stress. I wanted so much to go back to my schooling time, although I have a bad fashion sense back then, I wouldn't even mind.

But everything will only be possible, in my dreams and my memories.

#ForeverAlone Christmas

The title mentioned it all, I'm not celebrating this Christmas. Some people whom you think he/she cares would just easily abandon you when other entertainment presents. FML

All I Want For Christmas Is You

Santa hasn't been really kind to me for the past few years, because all he gave to me was an empty pocket and a real fatty tummy. Every Christmas all I can think of was the food, and the cheap shopping that comes after the food; and when it's finally the new year time, I got to stay home and slurp instant noodles in my mouth.

BUT 'FRAID NOT THIS YEAR, AZORIAS IS GOING TO GRANT MY WISHLIST WITHOUT ME SPENDING A DIME!!
How cool is that!



OH YEAH ~

So for my wishlist, I'm not going to be greedy, I'll just pick the one and only. :)

Check this out!



ONE statement fashion piece is ENOUGH TO DO LOTS OF THINGS!

This jacket is simply fantastic as it can toughen up the whole look easily with a strong hint of fashion. It can be paired up for work, and also for play. This jacket brings instant chic-ness for the one who is wearing it, and it will definitely brings attention!

So, enough words, JUST GIVE ME MY JACKET ALREADY! :P


p/s: people! Do remember to shop at azorias.com for awesome clothes and fashion statement pieces like this. Wish me luck on this! :)
Here's the link to my Azorias wishlist: http://azorias.com/wishlist/