I guess my only emotional outlet would be here, a virtual space for me to let out my every scream and shout.
I was thinking today. Should I let go?
One part of me says that I should, another part of me says no.
I admit, I still love him dearly. He can still makes me smile easily, but at the same time, he can make me cry as easy.
I want so much to be extra understanding. It is not that I don't see the recent massive changes in his life. But when I tried to put myself into his shoes, I don't understand, why can't he spend some time and attention on me like what he used to be?
And he changes so much. I could not help but compare.
Is it because of those changes that I see?
Or perhaps, it's because of his dwindling feelings of me.