Implode

Implode, feeling of collapsing after an outburst. I'm feeling it right now.

It's an emotional outburst that is driving me crazy. The feeling of wanting to forget but can't, can you understand?

I've been gathering all my might to tell myself to forget, but I blame myself for having such a good memory. Everything that had happened keep coming back to me like a wave, one after another. I can't even deal with one, what more dozens?

I need you to hit me on my head, or slap me on my face. Tell me everything is going to be fine, that I'm worrying too much. Who's going to do that for me?

I

aM

Pulling

Life

Out,

Dreading

Eternity.