10 Things I Hate About You

I hate the way you talk to me,
And the way you cut your hair.
I hate the way you drive your car.
I hate it when you stare.
I hate your big dump combat shoes,
And the way you read my mind.
I hate you so much that it makes me sick,
And even makes me rhyme.
I hate the way you always write.
I hate it when you lie.
I hate it when you make me laugh,
Even worse when you make me cry.
I hate it when you’re not around,
And the fact that you didn’t call.
But mostly I hate the way I don’t hate you,
Not even close,
Not even a little bit,
Not even at all.

I'M NOT LUCKY, I'M NOT A SLIM FREAK..

lately i've been so uncomefortable with my own body.. everyone around me had noticed my bloated tummy, as if i was pregnant or something.. well i'm 80% sure that i'm not pregnant, nut it's really hard for me to ignore the fact that i'm GAINING WEIGHT.

well if you're planning to say that i look just fine and i'm not fat, now i would have to tell you that i just weighted myself, and i gain 3kg!!! i don't know what i did, maybe i've eaten a lot over these few months, where the stress was really building up and everything.. i start to think what should i do about this situation. should i cut down on food consumption, take only protein and cut all carbs? or i should take supplements, slimming pills or what? anything that can make all the fats to go away?

then i think of what my friends said to me
- love your body... I'm loving my body, i'm trying to make it more attractive.
- you're not fat... can you explain my weight?
- you look fine... can i give my bloated tummy to you and tell you that you look fine?
- at least your leg is still small... have you ever seen a thin drumstick?

so in conclusion, its time for me to lose the weight.. i can't continue to feel sorry for myself and let myself become more stressful.. or i'll end up eating more.. say good luck for me will you? and please support me if i say i'm skipping my meal or i can't finish my food.. i really do mean it..

KIV

Mommy said:"Why not put in KIV?"
Lyo said:"Just spend more time, bear with it."

Who should I listen to? I can't make up my own mind. But I assure myself, I'm busy too, it's fine... I should understand the situation going on now.

How long can I say this to myself? Only God knows. I hope I won't have to kick some sorry ass one day. =)

Good day to me, to you, and to everyone.. Going to have my micro-teaching later, hopefully I got enough teacher presence to bluff the marks from Mr.Harold.

p/s to you

I'm missing someone.. Real badly.. Too bad I can't reach him.. That is why I'm writing this..

People starts to talk.. I listened.. But kept silent.. I wanted to shout, but what came out is just a deep sigh..

I know it's me, I'm never upset.. I just want you to know.. That..

I. M.I.S.S. Y.O.U.