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Wednesday, March 25, 2009

I'M NOT LUCKY, I'M NOT A SLIM FREAK..

lately i've been so uncomefortable with my own body.. everyone around me had noticed my bloated tummy, as if i was pregnant or something.. well i'm 80% sure that i'm not pregnant, nut it's really hard for me to ignore the fact that i'm GAINING WEIGHT.

well if you're planning to say that i look just fine and i'm not fat, now i would have to tell you that i just weighted myself, and i gain 3kg!!! i don't know what i did, maybe i've eaten a lot over these few months, where the stress was really building up and everything.. i start to think what should i do about this situation. should i cut down on food consumption, take only protein and cut all carbs? or i should take supplements, slimming pills or what? anything that can make all the fats to go away?

then i think of what my friends said to me
- love your body... I'm loving my body, i'm trying to make it more attractive.
- you're not fat... can you explain my weight?
- you look fine... can i give my bloated tummy to you and tell you that you look fine?
- at least your leg is still small... have you ever seen a thin drumstick?

so in conclusion, its time for me to lose the weight.. i can't continue to feel sorry for myself and let myself become more stressful.. or i'll end up eating more.. say good luck for me will you? and please support me if i say i'm skipping my meal or i can't finish my food.. i really do mean it..

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