I'm scared that I might lose him one day. Because for the first time in my life, I feel so out of my league. 
He might not be perfect, but he's perfect for me. I'm so scared that I ache at the thought of losing him. 
There's too many things that I can't give him. There's too much memories that I can't compete or compare. What am I to him? 
I just hope that this relationship would stay as long as it can. I don't know when will I lose it. 
Will I be able to let go of him when it's time? 
